Being born human, life can endure,
While a butterfly’s life ends almost the same time it begins.
I often listen to the wind, knowing it has something inspiring to share.
When I hear its sound, I come running, ready to feel clear without fear.
Life often feels so far from what I imagined it should be.
When I feel lost, I think, what would nature do with what it sees,
If it were me?
In its perfection, human chaos has found its way,
And I wonder, universe, why so much natural beauty
When life seems so obsessed with mindless duties?
Do this, say that—no thank you, I say.
We know that life is more than what we can take
And what we do for heaven’s sake.
I’ve seen so much, but still, I seek answers in the quiet stillness,
In nature, my constant, always there, like a patient lady-in-waiting.
In the wind, in the animals, and in rivers that flow,
I find my sanity, my peace—perhaps the only world I want to know.
This is the part of life that truly makes sense.
Loud voices, noise—they just tighten my chest,
So anxious I wonder if I’m truly human.
Or if I wear a mask.
My skin, nose, eyes —they might read me as human,
But I don’t feel connected with mass human intention.
Sanity finds its home deep in the trees,
In the simple hum of the bees.
by Heidi Millar